
Which brings me to the topic of my rambling today. Does art imitate life?
As a writer, I ate up all the gory details of the Tsarnev
brothers’ lives and exploits, looking for two things. One, how could human beings commit such a
violent act against other human beings?
I think during something like this, we all have that need to make sense
of a senseless act, but I think that as a writer, that need is even more
intense. Like most of us, I can’t
imagine staring into the smiling face of an eight- year old boy as I place a
bomb at his feet, knowing that it will likely kill the child instantly. The writer in me wants to know how a person
could become so jaded, or crazed or “radicalized” that that would seem ok. What was going through the mind of those
bombers? Did they justify it to themselves?
Did either one ever feel the slightest pang of remorse or even think for
a second about turning back? What about
the victims? Did they have a premonition
that might have warned them? It’s said
that we all have guardian angels that remain hidden except in times of extreme
distress or at the hour of our deaths. I
find myself wondering if maybe that little boy saw his angel and was
unafraid. I hope so.
My point is—each person involved in such a horrible event is
a character, or as Stephen King might say, “a bag of bones.” Observing the players in this gruesome drama
has inspired me in a way I hadn’t thought of before. I find myself filing them away for future
use: victims, police officers, FBI investigators,
firefighters, doctors, concerned citizens that rushed in to help, and yes—even
the bombers themselves. A stockpile of
characters that I can pull out at will.
Heroes in the top drawer, villains in the bottom. And always keeping in mind that no one is the
villain of their own story.
Art in all its forms, is not just a monument of the world we
live in. It is how we understand
it. It gives us empathy and bolsters our
faith. I hope that someday, perhaps through
writing, I’ll able to understand, but I’m not holding out much hope. I suppose I’ll just have to settle for faith.
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